Jumat, 12 November 2010

I want to cry...

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it’s so hard
I want to smile like old times
I’m crying again
I’m crying right now
My tired love, your rough expectations
I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid
Time without you

Even though you made me cry, I gave you my all
I don’t have a heart in my chest, nothing but a gaping hole
The night path is so dark, I’m afraid, I’m afraid
I can’t see the future without you, I’m scared, I’m scared

I got you
I love you, you're the one
I don’t need anything else
Please don’t leave me

From the moment you left me, I no longer exist
My heart hurts so bad
Now that I’m alone, I wipe my tears with bare hands
You’re where I’m supposed to be, I can never go anywhere else
Please stay by my side
Without you, I can’t be brave

I got you
I don’t need anything else
Stay by my side

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it’s so hard
I want to smile like old times
I’m crying again
I’m crying right now
My tired love, your rough expectations
I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid
Time without you

I can’t even tell you I love you, my throat chokes up
I just want you to come back, my love
My heart is ripping apart
I only know just you
Can’t you come back ?
Don’t you see me waiting for you right here ?

I want to cry right now
I want to cry because of you
I want to cry because it’s so hard
I want to smile like old times
I’m crying again
I’m crying right now
My tired love, your rough expectations
I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid
Time without you

Minggu, 07 November 2010

Dear Rangga......

Sepertinya baru kemarin aku menghapus nama mu dari list di Yahoo Messanger ku. sekarang....
kamu muncul di hadapan ku. dan mengatakan apa yang seharusnya sudah aku lupakan.

Sebenarnya kamu kenapa Ga. disaat aku sudah yakin untuk menghapus mu dari perasaan ini. Kamu muncul lagi. dan berkata yang tidak-tidak. Menjadikan ku bertanya-tanya sendiri. apa yang sebenarnya kamu mau dari hubungan ini.

Tadi kamu bilang jawabanya sudah jelas. jelas bangaimana sayang........
Jelas kamu tidak mencintaiku lagi
jelas bahwa kamu sebenarnya juga mencintai ku

apa Ga....jangan buat aku selalu bertanya-tanya dan menerka-menerka sendiri jawaban mu
kamu anggap aku apa
mainan? mainan mu, apabila kamu sedih kamu memainkan ku dan jika kamu bosan kamu buang aku dengan seenaknya?
begitu Ga, maksudmu.....

Kalau bukan apa Ga.......... Please tell me. jangan buat aku menerka-nerkanya sendiri.......